may 2024

hi hi !!! actually, i'm writing this in june, some stuff i talk about might also be june related..

events | movies | shows | fics | music | plans

events
 

1. penang school trip
the first time i went out of my country without the company of my family! it lasted a day longer than most of my trips as well (5 days) i probably would not have went through with it if not for the heavily subsidized funds. i had fun exploring the sites with my friends, and the group i went with were really friendly, so i had a good time. i was rooming with my friend, and he shifted the bed over next to mine. we bought quite a bit of stuff in terms of food, and i bought my mom a gift from the art market there. funnily enough, i bought stickers from an artist that was also going to doujima. the food was good, i had a taste of the highly complimented bread (courtesy of taeyong) canele!! really delicious... at night, we would run over to the guys' place and eat and drink there, hehe. i lost multiple rounds of uno, but i learnt black jack! when i went back home, i found myself cursing up a storm, i was probably influenced by my friend... oops?

2. doujima
i'm promising to attend only one convention this time! i went over budget with 140/160 dollars worth of items... i didn't account for the jewelry at these places! but i'm pleased with my photocard standee and collectbook. :) i bought with me only 50 dollars worth of cash...

3. 18th birthday!
a milestone! can't believe i'm actually 18, time flies so fast. i can finally open those poipiku links, haha. but i have not yet learnt how to drive, neither have i had a taste of alcohol, despite it already being june... i've been thinking of face revealing over at my twitter, but i'm scared of being doxxed and/or my ance have been quite severe so it's probably not the right time... i dont have any non-lip products either, so i'll be showing my bareface. mm... also, i have to decide on getting a stripe/paypal account. i think ill probably go with stripe, due to the money transfer thingy... i want to get my coin!! also, my sister sponsored me for a birthday gift ^^ i bought the vending machine istj album that ive been eyeing for a while.. i got jeno!

4. moving out
due to certain circumstances, i will be moving out from my current house into a four room flat. it'll certainly be a change, due to the decrease in space size. but i quite like the layout of my new room; it's very closed up and cozy. i finally have a proper desk and chair now, so my back is saved!!! the only downside is that the house is an hour and a half away from my school, so that'll be a hassel.

movies

 

1. wizard of oz

technicolour!! it's crazy to see the infamous wizard of oz, especially after learning about the unfortunate incidents that happened on set... but the set design was magnificent, it gave me a sense of nostalgia even though i've actually never watched it while i was younger. judy was such a pretty actress, it's a shame that she had to bear the abuse and exploitation of being in production.

shows

 

1. ldshadowlady's sos

does youtube series count as shows? haha, it's been a while since i've watched her content, but for a minecraft series this was actually pretty short and digestable... i don't know, i always assumed these content went on for quite a while, but the duration of an episode was around 15 minutes. anyways watching her again definetly healed my inner child, i'll definitely watch more of her content now...

 

fics

1. bloodletting by ouchsolo

From the moment Chenle stepped through the door, Jisung has been very aware of the blood, the smell of copper so gratifying and deep to his senses, but its not until this very second that Jisung can’t ignore it. He feels Chenle’s pulse as if it is his own, hears every swallow of saliva and tap of Chenle’s foot. It’s agitating, grating, but Jisung refuses to give in, deciding that he is more man than animal despite the way his stomach begins to ache.

hot vampirism. the tension of Jisung's feeding is amazing.

2. bruise, pristine by ridingwithghosts

“Yeah,” Jisung admits. “Actually I am, I’m always jealous of you, and I don't really understand why. It's not like I have any reason to feel this way.” He trails his lips further up Chenle’s thigh, kissing and breathing him in before nipping at the skin with his teeth. “Or any right to. You’re my best friend."

omg. it's just plain sexy.

3. somewhere in the world it's five o'clock by moonseul for prosaics

Zhong Chenle. Twenty-five. The first Chinese astronaut to go to space. Also the first to sneak a corned beef sandwich in his pressure suit pocket, which could have very well made him the last Chinese astronaut in space, but Jisung knew it wouldn’t be the case.

Zhong Chenle just had a way with people.

just beautiful, intricate writing with beautiful visuals.
 

music

june (week 1) releases

this week has really good releases so far, they are all going platinum in my household (room)!! i think you can tell i'm really getting into nct, haha.


may releases

plans

• pack !!!
• merch ideas
• nctzen for palestine: wayv gmt sticket sheet
• chenji yuri art ^ ^
• oc trading card
• write more.
• learn to drive.
• japanese; renshuu.